Tired

Feel so tired these weeks
Since the week before wedding till now
Not only because insufficient of sleep
and the need of adaptation to new life
But also tired of mom's behavior
I know she will need time to adapt
But I never expect she will have such big response
I think she was able to live alone when I was in mainland and so she must be ok for this new life

But now I know I was totally wrong

She doesn't know that her behavior will make me even more tired......

I just want her to know that I love her as much as she is 

And I am an grown up that I am able to live my life in my own way

I just want to be independent and not acting like a child that need her to do everything for me

She doesn't need to express her love in such a way which actually put more burden on me

I don't like the way she does but I also don't want to make her upset

Actually I think the best way is to spend more time with our original family in weekend but someone also want to have more personal time in weekend too 

So how could I balance this?